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Dec. 9th, 2018 12:43 am
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Hello! I like to read and write fanfic and am now reviving my DW due to Tumblr fuckery.

My main fandoms are Rómeó és Júlia and other Hungarian musicals. I've made a DW community for those, you can find it at [community profile] hungarian_musicals

Also very fond of One Piece and Les Misérables, though I don't currently produce content in those fandoms. Sailor Moon and vintage shoujo are eternal favs. You can find my stuff on AO3 under the same name, drcalvin.

Tybalt WritespirationIf you are interested in what I am reading, I'm pretty good at listing it on Goodreads (though not at all good at reviewing, whoops). I'm drcalvin there too, and follow back everyone who introduces themselves. My main interests are fantasy, SF, urban fantasy, manga, indie comics. Especially interested in reading LGBT+ stories in all the named genres and media types.

Please beware the warnings, because some fics contain heavy kinks. And feel free to point out if I've missed something in a warning, or if you have general concrit. All very welcome
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Theater #1 of 2019: Faust (the sequel)

This play by Jens Ohlin and Hannes Meidal get's five creepy demon poodles of five!

- You are a poodle
- Mhmm.
- But you're talking. Now you're talking. No, you're not a poodle. I can see it clearly. You're in disguise.
- Yes, of course I am. This is a disguise.
- But why are you disguised as a poodle?
- /A poodle obeys, as do all dogs, every wave and hint from the one in charge. It guards you, even when its eyes are closed, but remember: most of it is training./


I bought this ticket during my lunch break on Black Friday, when I saw that the Royal Dramatic Theatre (Dramaten) had a one-day 50% off sale for January tix, and figured "huh 2 hours of Faust on the small stage can't be entirely pointless, so why not". I had virtually no idea what it was about until today, when I double-checked the time and realized it was some sort of sequel... and then it turned out AMAZING!

It was a very strong performance by just about everyone - Thérèse Brunnader was Wagner, the heir to Faust's music/arts 'house', and she was great. Pathetic, impressive, scary, honest and lying.... several monologues, and she carried the stage so well! Per Mattson was the poodle a.k.a. Mephisto, and while his role was mostly deadpan (+a bit of microphone echo), he was still super duper creepy. Everyone saw him, at least some of the time, as a poodle, and just petted him and went "goochiewoochie whose a good doggie?" while he sat there and stared at us with those huge unblinking eyes (painted on his eyelids so yeah). Really unpleasant to see irl. This picture can't convey half the creepyness. We then had two sychophantic other house members plus a young man, Zeitblom, who came back during the multiple years the play covered, and who mirrored the young Wagner begging Faust to be let in; she in turn mirrored the old Faust more and more. In the first visit, she wink-nudged to us in the audience and repeated the words we'd been told Faust told her (go find your true center and your own music... break the rules and laws... go into your cellar!). The second time she unconsciously fell into his pattern of acting, I think, and was upset when Zeitblom referred her secrets that he had seen in her opera. The third time, the third time was the big twist, but first we got what I feel is implied to mirror the sexual abuse that happened between Faust and Gretchen and/or other young women. Really well done, btw, since as a part of it he fellated her fingers/hand and it got the point across without being too "ugh I dnw to see naked actors" (also it was much more gross than sexy, which I think is good in this case).

Talking about dark secrets though, there's one more character on stage in this place, and it was the masterfully masked and costumed Nepomuk (Frida Österberg)! She was the daughter of Faust and Gretchen, locked away in the cellar beneath the house, her suffering a well from which Faust could bring out genius (as per the alluded to deal with the devil). When she came out on stage, her eyes covered with skin-looking fabric and on big goat-legged stilts, screaming in a high-pitched voice it was legit the SCARIEST fukkin thing I've ever seen in a theater performance and I've seen both zombies, vampires and murderers. It was just so unexpected, so distressing and at the same time not too OTT, because it took a while to gather all the details as she came out, fumbling for support. Nepomuk was terrifying and very pitiful.
Wagner and the Poodle were on stage too, and both their reactions were pitch-perfect. To add to more amazing, Österberg turned out to be an opera singer, so the unearthly singing we'd heard from the loudspeakers and been hinted at was Gretchen's 'lost voice' somehow, she could perform live and just - soooo gooood.

Wagner tries to escape responsibility, to accept responsibility, to free herself from Wagner's fate and engage the evil while not damning herself. The play follows a very clear curve of genius,its ascent and descent, yet has some intriguing twists.

I'd almost call this a red box, lol, except there was some really advanced light and sound magic going on, so a bit beyond that. But a stark stage, with the red curtain used as an effective part of the scenery, and a red couch the main prop. And Nepomuk's goat stilts.

The blurb on the website goes: "en ny Faust – en mardrömslabyrint på versfötter, om viljan att lysa upp bland livets och konstens skuggor, se sitt eget ansvar i ögonen och utrota ondskan, en gång för alla"
A new Faust - a nightmare labyrinth on poetrical feet*, about the will to bring a light among the shadows of life and art, to see your own responsibility in the eye and exterminate evil once and for all".

And.... yeah, that managed to be an exact translation of what the play is about, what the play IS and how it feels to watch it.

Uhm, if you're in Stockholm on like the one day in February when it's not sold out, do go and see it. But you probably aren't, so you can see some more pictures on my Tumblr (while it's still there).

Just. Wow, strong experience. Gorgeous in parts, funny, very engaging and seriously unnerving too. It managed to tie back to a classic and comment on the modern discourse without dropping too time-specific quotes and be its own thing. Good job, Dramaten.

*feet = https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Foot_(prosody)
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but when I do, it's quality stuff like this


The whole Lehetsz király clip is worth watching! Szabó P. Szilveszter, Kocsis Dénes and Sándor Péter
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2018 was a very low year of reading for me, at least reading books and comics. I read more home decoration and interior design magazines and blogs than ever before, and also tried to read the news and articles due to the election. But still, I juuuust scraped together 65 titles, with the last thing read being a (pretty crappy) comic I got to borrow during a New Year's party, so that I wouldn't fail by one.
(Ps. Daughter of the Empire looks like it's there twice, but it's because the Swedish edition isn't added and that's split into two books. They do that.)

I also have an exceptional backlog of unread books, including some I've really looked forward to reading, and some that I've dragged around for... um... 6 years now? So that's my main challenge for this year, to either read those unread books, or chuck them out of my home! I've thus set the goal at 57 titles, which is how many a quick count of my shelf gives - there's probably a few more around, and I will of course also buy the ongoing manga and comics I'm subscribed to at the bookstore as they come in. But if I can trim away 50 things from the unread shelf, that would be amazing already.

My best of 2018 then, looking back at the read stuff:
Fantasy novel: Hope Mirlee's Lud-in-the-Mist was a surprisingly charming book! I've had it downloaded in the (now broken, alas) ereader for years, but didn't get around to it until I now. It's a lovely little book, everything Gaiman's Stardust tried to be and didn't quite manage. Flowery, old-fashioned language (since it is an old book), but good. You can also find it at Project Gutenberg, I did not read the edition depicted on Goodreads.

Best Western Comic: Wage Slaves by Daria Bogdańska is about labor abuse, underpaid and paperless migrant workers and how even within the EU, the "open borders" aren't always that open. It's an autobiographical comic showing how cheap prices are propped up by exploitation of workers; interesting, important and well-narrated.

Best Science Fiction: Yoon Ha Lee's Revenant Gun - complex, diverse, fucked up space opera about math-magic, theocratic space empires and how heartbreaking it is to work to topple a despotic system from within. The final book in the Machineries of Empire trilogy, it nails everything I want from space opera, mil-SF and revolution narratives.

Best Manga: Golden Kamuy! Wonderfully drawn frontiers narrative set in Hokkaido, with charming characters, interesting infodumps and important infotainment about the history and culture of the indigenous Ainu population. The plot is literally "Hunt for the lost Ainu treasure!" but it also adds in great comedy, the kind of survivalism porn I love, a distinct lack of manga-typical sexism and loads of B-movie riffs. Recommended to everyone. Well, except persons who are easily upset by depictions of animals hunted, slaughtered etc, because you don't survive in the frozen north without a lot of hunting.

Best Non-fiction: I am not a huge non-fiction reader, but a shout-out to Short walks from Bogotá by Tom Feiling, about a journalist's journey through a changing Colombia. Perhaps not for an absolute beginner on Latin American and Colombian history, but if one has the Wikipedia article summary knowledge, it's accessible and interesting. Feiling himself also doesn't take up too much room in the narrative, which I appreciate after being burned by some micro-histories last year.
drcalvin: A Halál / Death (dark)
Listening to the Romeo et Juliette musical in Russian, there is only one single word that pops out to me as understandable - smert.

Thank you, James Bond, for teaching me the appropriate musical vocabulary all those many years ago!
drcalvin: A Halál / Death (dark)
All right, so clearly today is (also) not a day when I will sit down and write an epic end to my NaNo story, nor do some hardcore editing

But I can at least clean up my Google docs collection of random vampire folklore, chatlogs full of inspiration and smart questions from Pliny and Car, timeline and name snippets etc - right? Even if more than half the day passed before I got that idea -_-

Also I realize that I should really decide where my main character is from, beyond "some crappy small town"
drcalvin: Deedly deedly operetta derps (cute)
Fittingly for the new year, Szilveszter & Kata performing the title theme song from "Jövőre, Veled, Itt!" (Same Time, Next Year)



113 times...
drcalvin: A Halál / Death (sparkles)
I asked, and tumblr provided, in the form of a bunch of sparkly icons made by abbyimaginary.

Still keeping Sebastian around, plus a few of the Hetalia ones, but I tried to move the keywords to new ones...
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The classic radio channel in my country has a good morning/early day show that has a ratio of very little talk to lots of different music. Right now, there's ofc a huge amount of Christmas music, but it's not the cheesy mall stuff so I approve.

Anyway, I was scrolling through the list on the phone to figure out which one I want to listen to and saw the summary "Hark the Herald Angels Sing is a popular Christmas song in English, but have you heard it in Japanese?" and went THIS IS MY EPISODE!!

(Strangely enough, this Japanese cover sounded about 304% better than when Japanese seiyuu's perform a Christmas cover... strange that)
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I'm finding multiple partial or barely begun translations in my Gdocs- And the worst thing is, some of these I'm pretty sure were done as collabs. But not sure exactly with who or two which extent

and none of them are done -_-

woop

Dec. 16th, 2018 10:34 pm
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Tumblr: Backed up!

Computer: Still borked, but I have semi-working alternates

Depression: Kept mostly at bay \o/

Work:


yeahhh...
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One of the things with my Tumblr, is that a lot of the things I never really intended to "keep". Silly memes, whining about writing, gpoy-reblogs with "oh look too much to do"? Yeah, whatever, let it goooo~

Other things are, essentially, online copies of things I have. Rose of Versailles, Utena and CLAMP art? I've got the artbooks, the anime, the manga, it's all safe and sound as physical copies (unless this place burns down, wah). I don't feel a huge need to save even the fanart, because it's the original works that really matter to me.

But. Some smaller fandoms - everything Sparkles, for instance! - or stuff like Les Misérables meta and long reblog chain discussions... if that's gone, it's gone. And it may not matter to more than 13 people in the world (or in some cases, to 1, namely me) but it does matter. I don't want to see it all gone, but nor do I want to save a huge clumsy copy with Unique and Lolspam and Yeah, I've Got That Elsewhere in a big mess. So still holding out and hoping I manage to backup during this week :/
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So, I decided that I shall try to air some of my Elder Scrolls feels here instead of yelling about them to the miseres, since that mostly results in boggled looks…

But. Spriggans. I first encountered them in the Morrowind: Bloodmoon expansion, where I went far too early with my…. second? Second or third character (the first was a learning experience,, and I dumped him when I realized how wonkily his skill-tree had been made). And I went there FAR too early because I was running around Ald’ruhn for some minor quest or another and got so fed up with the sand/ash-storms that I decided to hie off to Solstheim instead. They said it had snow! Online, I had heard rumors of pine trees! ANYTHING BUT FREAKING SANDSTORMS

There was snow. And Spriggans. After running around in town and talking to a few hardy Nords, who didn’t call me fetcher, but the sentiment was decidedly there I headed out to look at the world. Now, I played Morrowind very gently modded - an old improve face mod, better water and some extra bugs and critter noises, that was it. But Solstheim looked, even unmodded, better. The textures were nicer, the snowflakes looked convincingly fluffy, and it was all in all a sweet walk in the snow-covered woods.

And then I saw a shadow. It looked like a person standing in the snow, with a handsome face and I was totally enchanted. Was this one of the Snow Elves I’d heard about? Or a Skraal…?

Yeah, no, it was a Spriggan. Skogsrået’s stabbier cousin… Well, she killed me but good, with about two swipes of claws that tore up my (at the time probably) chitin or bonemold armor. Ouch.

So, I returned to Vvardenfell and the main game for another 20 levels, but I still in theory approved of Spriggans.

Wood spirits! Defending their forests against intruders! Yeah! I mean, on principles alone, I feel the Spriggans have several points in their favor, and then they are also among the most handsome creatures made for Morrowind, and I am shallow as fuck.

In Skyrim, my great sorrow is that you can’t usually avoid fighting with Spriggans. I don’t play with a horse, but I do often have followers (and these days a Dremora Lord or two as well) with me, and battles - once engaged - are hard to get out of. I’d much rather steal already slaughtered Taproot’s from the Hagravens and leave the Spriggans alone, and I always sneak around their glades unless a quest sends me straight into it.

Anyway, in the beginning of my visit back to Solstheim in the Skyrim: Dragonborn expansion, night fell. I found the one inn, and accepted the mission to make some word-of-mouth advertizing for the innkeeper’s new brew. Then I ordered a bed and went to sleep, ready to do some fiddling with ores, armors and hand out drinks the next day. A soft start, yeah?

Well no, because once I’ve woken up helping to build fucking Miraak’s temple and plowed through his cultists and assorted Draugr, I’m in the middle of Bumfuck Nowhere, courtesy of that anoying fucker. You do NOT drag me from my bed to midwinter construction projects unpunished >:(

But trying to get back wasn’t easy. I met my first Lurker Vindicator in a shallow pool, then ran headfirst into three WEREBEARS (wtf??) and, while trying to evade them got my spine ripped out by a Spriggan Earth Mother.

Ahh, Solstheim… The more you change!

(but I still like Spriggans. So purty <3)
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What, exactly, do the clothing changes symbolize? Rómeó’s is probably the one easiest to track and match up, he goes from white to bright colors to dark and drab and Everybody Is Dead Or Dying :(
Thank you, whomever gave Escalus new pants
Why does Paris change trousers from white to purple between acts, but otherwise keep the “far off visible” parts of costume the same?
They put Tybalt in high heeled boots during the ball. I just want to repeat, someone looked at Szabó P. Szilveszter stalking around and thought “What this needs… is MOAR LEG”. Like, I am not against this decision? At all! But I am bit baffled at it.
They also go really high up over his knees, but that may be because he’s crawling around on the stage during Ez a kéz and it’s protective
MÁZS-volio is not my fav, and i keep forgetting the not entirely fortunate vinyl top or whatever that’s supposed to be. Do the Benvolios generally change clothes during the play? MÁZS-volio keeps slipping my gaze, sorry =/ Interesting how his colors and style is the one closest to the dancer’s - Tybalt has similar dark colors too, but more layers
I <3 Lady Capulet and Lady Montague’s outfits. Sparkly sequin pants and bodices and mmmmm….
The characters wearing most gold are definitely Lord Capulet, who has like a golden vest and coat and cravat in the proposal scene, and Paris, who has plenty gold on his jacket and a big ass necklace (which looks like a chain of office) and (I’m almost certain) sequins on his proposal shirt. Lord Capulet’s blue outfit also drips with gold.
Escalus otoh, goes for a more martial look, with glossy black in the cape which has since the pro-shot been picked up by the dancer’s when they’re portraying Escalus’s guards.
Lots of scarfs, necklaces and little neck cloths on everyone (>this is plot relevant in one of my fics, hehe). I love how all these different styles and fashion strains somehow come together as a compelling whole
Unf they have gorgeous fabrics in so many costumes.
And then there’s the occasional dancer in leopard print trousers 0_o. (See: Come to the baths with us, Romeo-scene)
Mmmmmmm Szabó P. Szilveszter in leather pants…. Um. Yes, I think I am running out of things to say.

Originally posted on my tumblr. Like 3 years ago...
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Dear Yuletide author,

here are my wishes, likes and dislikes for the season. I'm throwing a bunch of prompts at you, but I would also love to be surprised. All my small fandoms tend to be very small, and any new fic is a delight.

General likes:
  • Identity issues
  • Comedy
  • Casefic/Plotfic
  • PWP/Porn
  • Broken people supporting each other
  • Magic, magical realism and sci-fi
  • Obsessive love
  • Dubious or complicated consent
  • Worldbuilding and backstory fic (which still contains nominated characters)
  • Slash
  • Kinks I love: Bondage, edging, knifeplay, rough sex, overwhelming sex, clumsy first time (with or without laughter involved), hair-play (both gentle and hair-pulling), biting, dom/sub dynamics (doesn't have to be super-formal BDSM), impact play, bloodplay, threesomes


General dislikes:
  • Infidelity
  • Crossovers unless specified
  • Gender/Sexbends
  • Second person POV
  • Kidfic
  • Setting-shifts or "modern AU". Please avoid this unless otherwise specified in prompt
  • Explicit sexual content with pre-pubescent characters
  • Kinks I dislike: Chubby/stuffing, scat, watersports, necrophilia, bestiality, food sex (playing with whipped cream etc), public humiliation, mpreg, a/b/o


My fandoms, in no particular order -

Fandom 1: Rómeó és Júlia : The Hungarian musical version of Romeo and Juliet, heavy on the fire, glitter and leather visuals.
Character(s): Tybalt

Details beneath the cut )

Fandom 2: Die Vermessung der Welt | Measuring the World : The scientific adventures of naturalists and mathematicians
Character(s): Alexander von Humbold, Aimé Bonpland

Details beneath the cut )

Fandom: La vie parisienne : The adorably silly operetta about two dandies, a courtesan and scandals in Paris.
Character(s): Bobinet, Metélla, Raoul de Gardefeu

Details beneath the cut )

Fandom: Szentivánéji álom | A Midsummer Night’s Dream : The Hungarian musical version of a A Midsummer Night's Dream, also heavy on the leather and fire dept. With added feathers.
Character(s): Oberon, Titánia, Puck

Details beneath the cut )

Fandom: Valhalla : Danish comic by Peter Madsen, based on the Norse mythology.
Character(s): Thor, Loke

Details beneath the cut )
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Eli Monpress books by Rachel Aaron

Fun, swashbuckling fantasy, with one character that is EVERYTHING I want.

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Descriptions of The lord of Storms )
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Fic Masterlist
There is a list of my work for Hetalia, One Piece and various minor fandoms I was active in in from the creation of this journal, to about 2013. You can find these fics in my memories.

Since I have mostly moved away from Livejournal / Dreamwidth as of summer 2013, and entering the Les Misérables and Rómeó és Júlia-fandom, I will not be regularly crossposting or updating this list.

My newer fics are more completely collected on Archive of Our Own, now and then I also put things on Fanfiction.net (but not the highest ratings).

Categories:

My fanfiction [G to PG-15]
My fanfiction [PG-15 to R]
My fanfiction [NC-17]

Please read the warnings carefully. I have written everything from sappy fluff to dark, kinky fic. Some NC-17 fics are locked to avoid problems with LJ, but in that case there are alternate links to AO3 in the memorized post.

Regarding Remixes, Translations, Podcast - basically, yes )

Ps. I always appreciate feedback ^_^
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Hello dear Yuletide author!

I'm so glad we like at least one of these canons! I greatly look forward to the fic you'll write. I hope you have a lot of fun while writing it, and that my suggestions are helpful – if you find they're more confusing than inspiring, please feel free to ignore everything but my little list of nopes (few of which I think are likely for any of these fandoms, but I tried to be thorough). I hope we both have a great Yuletide, and I can't wait for story reveals ^_^

I've collected my general preferences in the start, then have included a bit of talk about what I like in each fandom, as well as some prompt suggestions and a list of specific dislikes. Last comes what sources I could give for my fandoms. As you might notice, none of them are originally in English, and so accessibility is an issue. Hopefully this won't be a trouble for you, but if you have problems getting at a canon, either the one we matched on or another which tickles your fancy, drop me a note through mods and I might be able to help out

General likes:

  • Identity issues
  • Comedy
  • Casefic/Plotfic
  • Sensual PWP
  • Broken people supporting each other
  • Magic and sci-fi
  • Obsessive love
  • Dubious or complicated consent
  • Worldbuilding and backstory fic (which still contains nominated characters)
  • M/M slash
  • Kinks I love: Bondage, edging, knifeplay, rough sex, overwhelming sex, clumsy first time (with or without laughter involved), hair-play (both gentle and hair-pulling), biting, dom/sub dynamics (doesn't have to be super-formal BDSM)

General dislikes:

  • Infidelity (Threepenny Opera and Rómeó és Júlia the exception)
  • Crossovers, unless specified
  • Genderbends
  • Elegiac mood pieces where nothing happens
  • Fannish poetry
  • First or second person POV
  • Setting-shifts or "modern AU". Please avoid this unless otherwise specified in prompt
  • Explicit sexual content with pre-pubescent characters
  • Kinks I dislike or am squicked by: Chubby/stuffing, scat, watersports, necrophilia, bestiality, food sex (playing with whipped cream etc), public humiliation, humiliating dirty talk (calling someone bitch, whore etc), mpreg, a/b/o

If you want to include non-con or character death, feel free to do so so. It doesn't squick me although I prefer it to have a reason or grounding in canon for such fic, not just grimdark for the sake of darkness.

My story hooks are simply a list of suggestions, which will hopefully give you some ideas and inspiration. If you come up with another idea for the nominated characters, I'll be delighted with a surprise as well, as long as it doesn't contain any of my listed dislikes.

Requested fandoms follow in alphabetical order below. Where I can, I have provided links to canon sources – I'm planning to update this for Friendship! and possibly Die Vermessung der Welt | Measuring the World.

Die Dreigroschenoper | Threepenny Opera - Brecht/Weill - German play, several adaptions exist
Friendship! (2010) - German movie
Rómeó és Júlia (Színház) - Hungarian musical, full English subs linked below
Valhalla - Peter Madsen (Comic) - Danish comic
Die Vermessung der Welt | Measuring the World (2012) - German movie, english subs exist


Die Dreigroschenoper | Threepenny Opera - Brecht/Weill )

Friendship! (2010) )

Rómeó és Júlia (musical) )

Valhalla – Peter Madsen (comic) )

Die Vermessung der Welt | Measuring the World (2012) )

That's all from me! If you're the kind of author who likes to check up on your recipe a bit, I mostly moved off DW/LJ a while ago and now hang mostly on Tumblr. Same username there as here, as well as on AO3.

Happy Yuletide, dear author, and I hope we both have a great time!

drcalvin: Emcee from Kabaré (eeek)
I hate how Tumblr eats posts as time goes on.

So I finally realized how to keep my favorite Sparkly Hungarian Fandom caps accessible everywhere - repost here!

Cut for stupid pictures of Szabó P. Szexypantsz stupid sexy face )

Links to other people's images:
Dragqueen / His version of the MC from Kabaré

Tybalt "A man with a broken heart"

Javert "but Monsieur le Inspector YOUR FACE"

Yes, He Can Smile

Hot in black

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